...^_^bAby_gRaCe_LeE^_^...

i hope u realized...

We can make a million promises
But we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together
When you only bring each other pain

..haiii...

how wud i start my blog??

how can i stand d' day alone..i recall the times wen our love was thrown...

and how will?? i get through d day my tears are falling down.. remembring the words u said...

wat were the words u've said nga buh??

* ayaw mo na skin..!

*pagod kna skin...!

*sa totoo lng nghahanap ka pa ng iba...maliban sa akin...!

*kulang na kulang ako pra sayo..!

*hndi kpa kuntento skin??

*hndi kita ini-intindi??

*gusto mo ng freedom..!

*GUSTO MO HANAPIN ANG SRILI MOH..!

*kung tayo...-tayo tlaga at d' ryt tym..!

*PINAUUWI MO NA AKO SA MANILA...!

*its ALL DONE and SETTLED..

*WLA KANG EX-GF's na BINABALIKAN..!

*i SURRENDER..!

---------haiizzzz... deimmnn ALIBI's..!!-----------------------

i hop its not alibi...! i hop wla ka tlgang iba kya ang dali mong.. ginive-up ako..!!

ahaiii... PROUD kpa na cnabi ikaw nkipghiwalay skin...!

gud 4u at least nkipghiwalay kna..!!

aiii..!! ewan..!!

DENIAL king eu kah wOie..!! supeerr!!!

mski kita na au sa friendster n.u relationship todo deny jPon kah!!!

****************************soo much hurt****************************

im hoping sumday in tym.. ul never be back.. and way back in my lyf.. i haven't met you... i was happi den by my past lyf not until u came to me and never expect to end this way lyk wat i ran through before..

im still missing u but i must help myself to move on and convinz myself dat were not too perfect 4 each 1... i hate u but i still luv u.. i can't pretend that i don't think of you..

i have to give u up coz' u've let my HEART died... u left me all ALONE though im still hangin on hoping that things will still work out for us..!!

i guess im WRONG..!! ur a guy and il respect whatever decision u'll make... i can't hold u back if u don't want too anymor.. i guess i just have to hope for ur luck and happiness...

i realized my mistakes b4 u have let me go but u didn't listen to me... i was holding on but u were letting me go...

im sorrii... il say this in ur behalf..

im letting u go now.. il be hoping now of ur hapinez..

^^^^^^can anybody tell me how a perfect luv went wrong??^^^^^^^^

am i not perfect?? am i lacking for u?? hav i not given evrything??

u promised a lyftym of love dat will never fade...until d' day d' sun no longer shines...im grieving now..coz' u found someone new...

tell me dis is not a game u play...

*************attached to this lines***************

i still have one last cry...!

mm.. i was wrong wen i posted up dat i can trust my boi and dat he too is loyal to me...!

**this is my last danz with u ...dis is my only chanz to do.. all i can do to let u know that what i feel is REAL...mmmmmmm...**

*im soo much in pain now & i don't know wat to do next..*

......pls... to any1 hu cud read dis... i hop ull never do d' same lyk my x-MAN had done to me........

Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much to stay around

All the magic's gone
There's just a shadow of a memory
Something just went wrong
We can't go on make-believing ...

i hope dis won't take long.. im soo much in pain & i don't know wuutt tO doh mORe if diz wud take longer... im hoping dis won't last fore-evr..

plz be back... im still attached with u...=((

about me?!

ooHH..weLpz.. meh?!

im inNocenti dE ti..hihi^^.. oh yaw na angal dwah!! hahah

joke lng... but meh?!... i cant tell myselp to eblibadi.. cOz iM.. bewi fragile..^^haahha^^

>",< im sOri gUyZ >",<

..ei i juZ wAna sAy sOri fOR OL d things iv done wrong.. lam nyo na kung cnOh kEo.. i noe.. words are aint enuf to noe my sincerety.. u may judge me according to ur will but deep down insyd meh its true.. and im very sincere and very sori for what iv done...

^^im hoping u cUd rEad diS gUyz... i noe.. uR waiting for my appearance back in uR fwendship... and i noe dhat little things ive done is alredi big enuf to U..

**baby.. im sOri.. i expose my anger to d' public..**

>",< ayam beri beri sori...-^^- i hope u cuD owez foEgib mEh-^^-..   i noe u wiLl...

irrepLaceAbLe

to the left
to the left

to the left to the left
everything you own in the box to the left
in the closet, yes thats my stuff
yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch)

and keep on talking that mess, thats fine
could you walk and talk, at the same time?
and- its my name thats on that bag
so go move your bags, let me call you a cab
standing in the front yard, telling me
how I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
how I'll never ever find a man like you

you got me twisted

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I'll have another you by tomorrow
so don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
you're irreplaceable

so go ahead and get grown
call up that chick, and see if shes home
oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know
what did you think
I was putting you out for?
because you was untrue
rolling around in the car that I bought you
baby, drop them keys
hurry up, before your taxi leaves

standing in the front yard, telling me
how I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
how I'll never ever find a man like you

you got me twisted

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I'll have another you by tomorrow
so don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
you're irreplaceable

so since I'm not your everything
how about I be nothing? nothing at all to you
baby i won't shed a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
cause the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy

to the left to the left
to the left to the left

mmmmmmmm
to the left to the left
everything you own in the box to left

to the left to the left
don't you ever for a second get to thinking
you're irreplaceable

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I'll have another you by tomorrow
so don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'

you must not know 'bout me
you must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

you can pack all your things- we're finished
cause you made your bed now lay in it
I could have another you by tomorrow
don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
you're irreplaceable

cAn i have U?

hai nlng jud..grabeh juds ang lyp..tupsy-turvy kau..abah!..do i stil have to dream back of d man i long to have befor? now dhat i found sum1 im willing to be with forevah?!..gRrr kainis!!..

but its okiE..stil dey sed..dreams are contrary to real lyf..but i cant help to think about it...aint it fun..

but i have to admit...i stil love to luv dat guy..oh GOD!! wud u help me clear things out..i dont go for dat guy but my hearts pushing me to find hiom..anyways, anyhow...it sucks...

things are unclear between us...i have to let hoim go after a very long tym...but y do i have to?

i guEss..i stil love him as much as i love him before...i hope..its not wat i think it is...='(

..im not aLone

Bakit kaya minamahal pa kita
Ngayo’y lumuluha ako’y nag-iisa
‘Di natiis, ika’y umibig sa iba
Hindi pa ba sapat, ang aking nagawa
Hindi ko na nadarama, mga yakap sa umaga

Nasaan ka na, tunay bang mahal mo s’yang katulad ko
Na lagi nang nasasaktan
Ang mabuti pa kaya, upang malunasan ang pagdurusa
Ay limutin na kita
Sakali ay humanap ng iba

Kahit kailan, ay ikaw ang dahilan
Upang mabuhay pa ako ng matagal
Kung sadya ngang ganyan, ako’y iyong iiwan
Ay kakayanin kong ika’y mapagbigyan
Nagtatanong ang puso ko,at pati na rin ang isip


“Di mapigil ang luha sa ‘king mga mata
Ano pa bang magagawa?

('_-)if we fALl n-LuV(-_-)

There will be no ordinary days for you
If there is someone who cares like I do
You got no reason to be sad anymore
I'm always ready with a smile with just one glimpse of you

You don't have to search no more
'Cause I am someone who will love you for sure

So if we fall in love, maybe we'll sing this song as one
If we fall in love, we can write a better song than this
If we fall in love, we will have this melody in our heads
If we fall in love, anywhere with you would be a better place

You can watch that movies in a diff'rent light
'Cause I will be right there beside you hugging you,
oh, so tight (oh so tight)
Your hands will never feel so cold and empty again
'Cause I will keep on holdin' on and won't let go
(will never let you go)

Feel so good when you're around
One smile from you (one smile from you), be mine, this feels so right

>oNLi rEmindS me oF U<

i dedicate dis song to sumOne i uSed to be mine!...
i could rily rem'mbr ol of d memories he 1ce shared wid meh..
although things wer not that beautiful as i wished for..T_T

C	   G
I see you, beside me
      F
It's only a dream
Am		G
A Vision of what used to be
C	        G
The laughter, the sorrow
F
Pictures in time
Am	G
Fading to memories

pre-chorus:
C	      G		F
How could I ever let you go?
            Am	     G
Is it too late to let you know?

Chorus:
C	G
I try to run from your side
        F
But each place I hide
     Am	  G	        C
   only reminds me of you
	      G
When i turn out all the lights
F
Even the night
     Am	 G	       C
   only reminds me of you

Verse 2: (use verse 1 chords)
I needed my freedom
That’s what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied when you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see

pre-chorus:
Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more

Chorus: C G F Am G
 play these chords: C G F Am G after chorus

Only you...
Bridge:
C		G
So come back to me
		F
I'm down on my knees
	        Am-G
Girl can’t you see...

C	       G		F
How could I ever let you go
		Am   G 		C
Is it too late to late to let you know

Chorus: C G F Am G
   Am     G                C
..only reminds me of you..

..i fiL beAutifUL dAys w/ U..mahn b!..

...gOOdnEss...i rIly lAhb diS sOng...from Kyla...d mining of d sOng z jUz vewy mUch tOuchi'...i hOpe u lyK it gUyz...

I see beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
You’ve touched my heart so deeply
And I can’t thank God enough
For all the beautiful days with you
I feel beautiful ways of loving you
Everything is just so wonderful
Every little thing is just so beautiful
When I spend it with you
 You came along
In an unexpected time
It was so divine
Knowing you are mine
It feels so right
When I look into your eyes
I never knew that love
Could make me feel this way
I can’t wait for the day
When I can truly say

Repeat Refrain

You
Woh, oh woh
You
 With you I felt fine
So right
 I’ve sang so many songs in stages
With thousands of them watching me
But you’re here with me now
And I sing this song to you
To you, baby
Just for you
Just for you

..help me find mysef...

~~its owedi 2007 but stiL noth'n has chanj...it gets even whorst...d sad thing z...'em stiL d' person i dOnt want toh beh..coULdn't fynd nywe to beh sumbody i reLy wana beh!!!

...dAMn!!!got to reNew mAh sELp!!...niD to enhAnce and explore and find d' riL me...!but how???..

..evrytym i wUd beh find'n mahselp..i alwez end up to noth'n either or of wat ayem stiL noW...!!

...wanNa get ouT fr0m diS wHOLe mEsS!!....