cAn i have U?

hai nlng jud..grabeh juds ang lyp..tupsy-turvy kau..abah!..do i stil have to dream back of d man i long to have befor? now dhat i found sum1 im willing to be with forevah?!..gRrr kainis!!..

but its okiE..stil dey sed..dreams are contrary to real lyf..but i cant help to think about it...aint it fun..

but i have to admit...i stil love to luv dat guy..oh GOD!! wud u help me clear things out..i dont go for dat guy but my hearts pushing me to find hiom..anyways, anyhow...it sucks...

things are unclear between us...i have to let hoim go after a very long tym...but y do i have to?

i guEss..i stil love him as much as i love him before...i hope..its not wat i think it is...='(